2008, Go away from me!

Can somebody tell me what to do now?
Where is my Romeo? Where is he? =( I've fallen in love with this song recently.
It's LOVE STORY, performed by Taylor Swift. I found a sentence from lyric which suits me now.
--"Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone."
But then, as i said just now, where is my Romeo? Who will be my Romeo? Who knows? Only God knows.

On the other hand, in another 23hours, year 2008 is going to be ended.
I shall and must say BYEBYE to this distressing year.

Goodbye to:
-sadness
-Jxxx
-the son of the bitch
-childishness
-pretenders
-fakers
-hospital
-appointments :p

I must get over him!!!

I think we are going to have a blast tonight. I don't want to spent my NEW YEAR at home for sure. haha.

Hihi, 2009!
Come on. I can't wait for you anymore!!!

P.S:
Btw, Selene, wth you did. :/
I thought you both are in love now?!
Is that because of me or what? I wonder to know what had happened exactly.

Guys, Please don't love me.

I don't love you. Don't treat me so good and nice. It doesn't worth.

There's a scar since he dumped me. So, I don't want to get involved in any relationship now. Not even any one of you guys that I knew. No worries, my friends.

Seriously, I really feel blessed because I'm a Christian..

God has blessed me so much..

Happy Birthday to PaPa

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO PAPA.

13/11 was his birthday. Just gave him a call and wished him happy birthday. We are going to have dinner this Saturday. :) WOW!

PaPa, of course i remember your birthday la. I'm your daughter, please. =.='

HAHAHAHAHAHA.

All the best to you PaPa. :)

" I love you! Muack! "

God bless you, PaPa.

Mami, I LOVE YOU.

谢谢您对我们的照顾。。。谢谢您这些年来的抚育之恩。。谢谢您给我们的爱。我们会报答您的。。。不再让您受委屈。。。妈妈，我答应您我不会学坏。。。 我会照顾自己。。。我会用功读书。。。我会照顾弟妹。。。我所答应你的,我都会去做。。。妈咪，你开心，我放心。。。妈妈，我爱您，我们爱您。。。神佑您健康，快乐。

He cried. I sobbed.

A 43 years old man. He cried in front of me. His talk sounded sick. He told me that he's having a lot of worries.. Suddenly, he looks so old.. What should I do? What can I do? I'm sobbing. I'm lost. Support him. That's the only way. I love him forever and ever. God bless him.

unforgettable 724

There was a Redang Island trip on Wednesday to Friday. A group of my buddies, Ling, Ivy, Ang, Florence, Cassie and Calvin joined me on the trip. I had a sweet, nice and special 18 year old birthday celebration.

On the 1st day, we met up at Times Square as planned. I took a taxi there. Actually I was having a bit fever at that time. We had our dinner at Johnny Restaurant. After dinner, we went to Putra Station to take a coach. We went to Kuala Terengganu by coach. I regretted of taking the coach. If we go by plane, we would've save time and it's more comfortable.

The double deck coach departed at 10p.m. from KL and arrived at KT at 5.30a.m. Swt, I couldn't sleep well. Someone kept on kicking my seat! My uncle was a maid that morning. He picked us up to his house for us to rest, went for breakfast and then sent us to the jetty after that. Anyways, thank you uncle.




We had fun at the jetty and in the speedboat. Why? Well. That's for us to know. Keke. We took around 45mins to reach Redang Island. Ahh..It has the most PERFECT and WONDERFUL environment. I love it there. We attended a briefing from one of the REDANG BAY employee. She was really funny, you know why? She is able to repeat the same thing over and over again to every visitors. Just like a live recorder. Hehe.








We went snorkeling and also the Marine Park. Oh god, the view under the sea was freaking nice and amazing. There are lots of corals, various types of fish and strange halobios. That was really a special and precious experience for me. But, there's a bad thing. I almost felt really helpless at that moment. The current was quite strong that particular day we went snorkeling at the Marine Park. But, they were closing on on the beach. Finally, I was safe but kinda tired and scared though. Fortunately I didn't give up at the last minute, I don't wish to die on my birthday.





Oh ya, we had a birthday celebration in a shed near the beach. 724 is my birthday. We also invited four special guests, ya special guest to join in my birthday celebration. It was a fun and unforgettable birthday for me. One of our new friends, Gabriel played the guitar and they all sang Birthday song to me. Oh, I was so touched at that moment. We ate a cake which we bought from the Redang Beach Resort. It's not tasty at all. Seriously. Everyone was complaining about it. Erm, I prefer secret recipe though. I was thinking and missing their chocolate indulgence. We had also taken a few photos with them. Ya, keep it as a sweet memory. Gabriel again, he played and sang a song for me. Aha, not bad. Touch and freaking sweet. Lol. I cheered with the tall man, Arif, JunXiong, Zi Meng, and also Gabriel la. Haha. Nice to meet new friends. Fate brought us together.





Last day, we did something very crazy before left. Aha, don't know whether they saw it or not. Mm, hope so. Haha. I never think of the consequences about what I do. That's me. Erm, I cried on my birthday. I found out something. I was a fool. Maybe, guys like to fool around with girls like me. It wasn't too late until I found out the truth. By the way, being single is more fun and happy!




We went to my uncle house at Manir somewhere near Kuala Terengganu. We stayed at his house for a few hours. Oh ya, that's his new bungalow. BIG and NICE! Hehe. Well, I think I will go there soon. Don't sound excited at all because that will be a boring place.

Last night I followed them to the Chinese temple. I met a lot of my relatives there. But, honestly, I don't know how to tell them that I’m afraid of those Chinese gods. I have been wanting to be a Christian since I was standard 3. I really don't like the Chinese custom. Now, I am 18. Will I be able to have the right to choose my own god?

Besides that, I really appreciate all the cakes during my birthday. I never get a birthday cake from my family before. No joke. That's why I don't like to attend my friends’ birthday party. They will have a blissful and happy birthday but I never do. We just go for a dinner. And nowadays, with everyone busy with their own stuffs. The chances of having a family dinner for a birthday seem almost impossible. Surely, there will be some arguments or quarrelling once we sit together for a dinner or a meal.


I have made a few wishes for this sweet 18 birthday. They wanted me to make a special wish, no need to re-sit the exam woh. Lol. Erm, I hope my spine could get better soon.. I wish to have new life and forget the sad and bad times when I was 17.. I don't want those things to happen to me again.. Get good results in my coming tests and exams.. Lastly, I wish my family will always be happy and stay together like before..

At the end, thank all my friends, the birthday wishes, my Parents and family.

Stefanie, HAPPY SWEET 18 ya. :)

End of the 1st semester

It’s already end of the exam. It’s time for me to say goodbye to my 1st semester.

No more study overnight with friends at the pantry, no more tiredness, no more worries and just a laughing and relaxing holiday.

All is already over. I sang “Over you” in the exam hall as soon as the last paper is collected by the lecturers.

They were laughing.

By the way, I’m worrying about my results. Swt. Don’t know which subject I have to re-sit. Lol.

Well, just enjoy my holiday 1st. Hehe.

I have few freaking nice plans for this semester holiday. What are they?

Shh, keep as a secret 1st..

but my birthday is coming soon. How is it going on? Who knows? Lol.

End by HAPPY HOLIDAY to my course mates. :)

Aha, in the library. Stay a week at Nilai to study with Queen and Ling. A UK gang.

My Fm Ford Everest. Remember them. They could give you 100bucks. Btw, we were the winners. Hehe.

Jusco Seremban. Jusco selection. :p

P.S : something has settled. We are friends. Friends forever.

BAR celona

Haha, I got 8 marks for my English public speaking! Actually I was damn worried on that day. Sharon knew it well. LOL. We used the 2 hours in a good manner. Suck man. That day English class was 3 hours. =-=’ which means we just went for 1 hour class lo.

Last Thursday, a gang of friends which are Sharon, Zhi Lin, Dewi, Redzuan, Calvin, Ah Boon and I went to Barcelona. OMG. Clubbing?! Ya, I felt so bad. I becoming a BAD girl already. Olo, I already asked permission from mom. She ALLOWED me, okay? Hehe

We went to Time Square for dinner. Kenny Roger Roaster cost me 20bucks. Oh ya, the most important part was, we drove around KL about 1 and the half hour to look for MAIZON. =-=’ Shit. Wasted my time, my energy, my $ and my PETROL! Grr..!

“We had a fun time there.” they all said. I think so but don’t really like there and those places.

The “luckiest” thing was my car got problem on the way back to Nilai. OMG! That’s was 4am, where got foreman huh? Calvin, Lin, Boon and I were stuck. I became moody. Really, what kind of joke ya?! Then I drove to the nearest petrol station lo, asked help from the workers. Ya , it’s still got problem, but I drove at speed 50 km/h on high way. NEVER do it before! I kept singing at that time. Damn moody..and they kept talking nonsense. But I didn’t scold them la. Lol.

Finally, we reached Nilai at 6.15am. =-=’ people wake up while I was going to sleep. Mad.

~ PHOTOS ~

Calvin, Ah Boon, Dewi, Zhi Lin and my pretty room mate - Sharon

Calvin and Bubbly

Oops, I look so fat. : (

Aha, Dewi and I love this picture very much...

a birth of a blog

Wow. I'm Bubbly but David always called me baboo. =-="

I have opened this blog for a period of time already. I think it was 2 months ago. Sometimes, I felt like wanting to write down some special events like about my college life, friends and family, "him" and me. All happiness and sadness..will be posted here everday gua..LOL

Today, ya, it's my time. ^^

Yesterday was a moody day. I reached INTI ( temporary my 2nd 'home' ) at around 11.30p.m. It was almost 12a.m. I called my dad to let him know that I have arrived safely. He is working at Kuala Terengganu now. His deep voice made me miss him much. =( I'm sure every parent love their children, that's a fact. But, it something happens between both of them, they will also try to keep it as their own secrets.. Unfortunately, I knew it since 2 years ago. Sad? I guess it is "okay" for me. Anything can change within 2 years, even with just a call. I fell asleep cause I got tired after crying the whole night..

This morning, my mood changed after I showed Sharon the MNG singlet that I bought last Saturday. There was a MNG sales last week. Damn crowded girl! Well, her facial expression made me laugh my ass off. Keke!

* Dang dang dang dang! *

There was a pause for a moment there and she said I don't used to wear those kind of clothes, it's like so damn hard to even ask me to walk out of the room dressing that way, and now, it's like, I am wearing or dressing that way every single day. After she said that, we burst into laughter. LOL!!!

I love ENGLISH class. Do you know why? We are like cam whore during his class. Hehe! Below are some funny pictures:

Me, Coco Kow and Ang

Blek! :P

OMG! I'm going to present a public speaking on this Thursday! Oh no! Otak Jam!